||[Jun. 20th, 2002|07:16 pm]
it's not anyone's fault, especially mine. the situation is totally out of anyone's control. but how many times in a row, is the situation going to be out of our control? and how many times do i second guess myself, before i give up. |
maybe its just a sign. its time to stop creating things in my head that don't exist. this never really existed, or so it seems.
its time to stop creating emotions that i have no right to create. and its time to stop thinking that someone else is hurting me, when i'm just hurting myself, by continuing to believe that there was something in the first place.
i think its just time to stop.